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- A WOMAN YOUNG AND OLD
- I
- FATHER AND CHILD
- SHE hears me strike the board and say
- That she is under ban
- Of all good men and women,
- Being mentioned with a man
- That has the worst of all bad names;
- And thereupon replies
- That his hair is beautiful,
- Cold as the March wind his eyes.
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- II
- BEFORE THE WORLD WAS MADE
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- IF I make the lashes dark
- And the eyes more bright
- And the lips more scarlet,
- Or ask if all be right
- From mirror after mirror,
- No vanity's displayed:
- I'm looking for the face I had
- Before the world was made.
- What if I look upon a man
- As though on my beloved,
- And my blood be cold the while
- And my heart unmoved?
- Why should he think me cruel
- Or that he is betrayed?
- I'd have him love the thing that was
- Before the world was made.
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- III
- A FIRST CONFESSION
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- I ADMIT the briar
- Entangled in my hair
- Did not injure me;
- My blenching and trembling,
- Nothing but dissembling,
- Nothing but coquetry.
- I long for truth, and yet
- I cannot stay from that
- My better self disowns,
- For a man's attention
- Brings such satisfaction
- To the craving in my bones.
- Brightness that I pull back
- From the Zodiac,
- Why those questioning eyes
- That are fixed upon me?
- What can they do but shun me
- If empty night replies?
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- IV
- HER TRIUMPH
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- I DID the dragon's will until you came
- Because I had fancied love a casual
- Improvisation, or a settled game
- That followed if I let the kerchief fall:
- Those deeds were best that gave the minute wings
- And heavenly music if they gave it wit;
- And then you stood among the dragon-rings.
- I mocked, being crazy, but you mastered it
- And broke the chain and set my ankles free,
- Saint George or else a pagan Perseus;
- And now we stare astonished at the sea,
- And a miraculous strange bird shrieks at us.
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- V
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- CONSOLATION
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- O BUT there is wisdom
- In what the sages said;
- But stretch that body for a while
- And lay down that head
- Till I have told the sages
- Where man is comforted.
- How could passion run so deep
- Had I never thought
- That the crime of being born
- Blackens all our lot?
- But where the crime's committed
- The crime can be forgot.
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- VI
- CHOSEN
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- THE lot of love is chosen. I learnt that much
- Struggling for an image on the track
- Of the whirling Zodiac.
- Scarce did he my body touch,
- Scarce sank he from the west
- Or found a subtetranean rest
- On the maternal midnight of my breast
- Before I had marked him on his northern way,
- And seemed to stand although in bed I lay.
- I struggled with the horror of daybreak,
- I chose it for my lot! If questioned on
- My utmost pleasure with a man
- By some new-married bride, I take
- That stillness for a theme
- Where his heart my heart did seem
- And both adrift on the miraculous stream
- Where -- wrote a learned astrologer --
- The Zodiac is changed into a sphere.
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- VII
- PARTING
- i{He.} Dear, I must be gone
- While night Shuts the eyes
- Of the household spies;
- That song announces dawn.
- i{She.} No, night's bird and love's
- Bids all true lovers rest,
- While his loud song reproves
- The murderous stealth of day.
- i{He.} Daylight already flies
- From mountain crest to crest
- i{She.} That light is from the moom.
- i{He.} That bird...
- i{She.} Let him sing on,
- I offer to love's play
- My dark declivities.
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- VIII
- HER VISION IN THE WOOD
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- DRY timber under that rich foliage,
- At wine-dark midnight in the sacred wood,
- Too old for a man's love I stood in rage
- Imagining men. Imagining that I could
- A greater with a lesser pang assuage
- Or but to find if withered vein ran blood,
- I tore my body that its wine might cover
- Whatever could rccall the lip of lover.
- And after that I held my fingers up,
- Stared at the wine-dark nail, or dark that ran
- Down every withered finger from the top;
- But the dark changed to red, and torches shone,
- And deafening music shook the leaves; a troop
- Shouldered a litter with a wounded man,
- Or smote upon the string and to the sound
- Sang of the beast that gave the fatal wound.
- All stately women moving to a song
- With loosened hair or foreheads grief-distraught,
- It seemed a Quattrocento painter's throng,
- A thoughtless image of Mantegna's thought --
- Why should they think that are for ever young?
- Till suddenly in grief's contagion caught,
- I stared upon his blood-bedabbled breast
- And sang my malediction with the rest.
- That thing all blood and mire, that beast-torn wreck,
- Half turned and fixed a glazing eye on mine,
- And, though love's bitter-sweet had all come back,
- Those bodies from a picture or a coin
- Nor saw my body fall nor heard it shriek,
- Nor knew, drunken with singing as with wine,
- That they had brought no fabulous symbol there
- But my heart's victim and its torturer.
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- IX
- A LAST CONFESSION
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- WHAT lively lad most pleasured me
- Of all that with me lay?
- I answer that I gave my soul
- And loved in misery,
- But had great pleasure with a lad
- That I loved bodily.
- Flinging from his arms I laughed
- To think his passion such
- He fancied that I gave a soul
- Did but our bodies touch,
- And laughed upon his breast to think
- Beast gave beast as much.
- I gave what other women gave
- "That stepped out of their clothes.
- But when this soul, its body off,
- Naked to naked goes,
- He it has found shall find therein
- What none other knows,
- And give his own and take his own
- And rule in his own right;
- And though it loved in misery
- Close and cling so tight,
- There's not a bird of day that dare
- Extinguish that delight.
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- X
- MEETING
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- HIDDEN by old age awhile
- In masker's cloak and hood,
- Each hating what the other loved,
- Face to face we stood:
- "That I have met with such,' said he,
- "Bodes me little good.'
- "Let others boast their fill,' said I,
- "But never dare to boast
- That such as I had such a man
- For lover in the past;
- Say that of living men I hate
- Such a man the most.'
- 'A loony'd boast of such a love,'
- He in his rage declared:
- But such as he for such as me --
- Could we both discard
- This beggarly habiliment --
- Had found a sweeter word.
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- XI
- FROM THE 'ANTIGONE'
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- OVERCOME -- O bitter sweetness,
- Inhabitant of the soft cheek of a girl --
- The rich man and his affairs,
- The fat flocks and the fields' fatness,
- Mariners, rough harvesters;
- Overcome Gods upon Parnassus;
- Overcome the Empyrean; hurl
- Heaven and Earth out of their places,
- That in the Same calamity
- Brother and brother, friend and friend,
- Family and family,
- City and city may contend,
- By that great glory driven wild.
- Pray I will and sing I must,
- And yet I weep -- Oedipus' child
- Descends into the loveless dust.
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